A day that made me thinking..

Well today started with a phone call. cause my friend Gio wanted to go to Rotterdam; the place where my family, the best stuff, the most beautiful people is at including (let's call him) Honor.. and at last but not least it's the place where Mister-Tu-Eres-Mi-Princesa comes from. Well we ate at McDonald's how fun is that huh? well im okay with that if im not paying the bill and then we went to a few stores like Media market and he bought allot of stuff there and I had to hold that shit ahah, and then finally came to River Island!!! the place I really wanted to go to! and yeah how I wish it was the end of the month so I finally have my money.. I'm going back tho if I have the money anyways uhmm so like I still have troubles with wifi on my blackberry so I came with a plan. Rotterdam has wifi (just because Rotterdam is a really cool city) and I thought hey what the heck right? So I really had connection with it and was like a freakin child that never had internet before. and now home have troubles with it again... but! uhm like we wanted to go home right so we looked at the board for the next train.. and it's gonna leave us in like 3 minuts! so we were a bit hasty, and next thing you know I ran into R.A.J!! haha!! I think we both were confused but I needed to kept going, and he went to his mom.. most of people would say "Hey what a coincidence" but I'm not the kinda person who believes in coincidence, this time I just don't know how to call it.. anyways we did the grocerys because my friend right here has 'company' tonight and like we cleaned is whole room, the bathroom, livingroom and I even cooked soup!

So like here's the dealio; I mean

• First, I believe you can attract things with your mind whether you like or not. I just don't know what to do with the fact that of all the people I know I met R.a.J coincidence? I think not.. I think he was thinking about me.. so uhm like I was thinking about him, and the other way around, automatically attracts right? just google "The Law of Attraction" and you'll know.
• Second, yes uhm when I came home I was thinking, how can I clean a real messed up room that isn't even mine and can't do my own room myself? So I wanted to clean my entire room on Monday and Tuesday, that's one of my new steps to clear myself that if I want to go live by myself I have to do this by myself.
• and Third is basically a thought to number one, If I can attract Mister R.a.J.. Why can't I attract guys like Honor.. really want to see him or Him, who I can't give a name cause I got allot of names for him.. I just want someone who completes me.. tryna feel like giving up but still have a little flame that's dying for my better self.. sometimes I just hate it.. and be like don't look for the better person, BE the better person. but till then you will be missed whoever you are..